Announcement

Due to several reasons, there shall be no post for another few weeks, until my finals are over >.<

The Festival Mood

“Chinese New Year is coming soon!”

Whenever this thought came across my mind, it is always accompanied by a smile and a sudden change of mood in me, especially when I’m not in a good mood. It makes me wonder all the time, why? What’s so big deal about this?

Like now, Chinese New Year is coming soon, technically in a week or so. There are all these post related to Chinese New Year. Whenever I come across it, and by that I mean the blissful ones, I can feel the mood changing in me.

The thing is, it’s not just about Chinese New Year. Any festival will do the trick. Every time when there’s a festival, they will come to me just like this, the exact same way. There are times when I’m all hype. And there are times, all of the sudden everything doesn’t matter to me anymore. All I can think of is smiling and talk about happy stuff or maybe play a prank on my close friends and laugh about the prank together. And don’t worry, the pranks are harmless and even the “pranked” laughed with us.

So it keeps me thinking, why? And all I could think of is must be the holiday and shopping. Nah, I doubt that is the answers. Maybe it’s how people celebrate it all the time. Family gathering and reunion of friends. You can see all those cheerful faces wherever you go during a celebration. It’s just so beautiful. I guess that’s the answer for my question.

Okay… my final conclusion, I’m weird. XD

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When I wrote this, I realise something really important. My writing is getting worst! I'm not fully satisfy with this  >w<

I'm ALIVE!

3 months... it has been over 3 months since my last freaking long post!

I was planning to write an article for Comic Fiesta but I had been going through this problem, the lack of mood to write problem. So until now, I still didn't post any shyt at all. Doubt that I will post it any sooner.

No worries, once I got the mood back, I shall write. It's just, the mood always came in at the wrong timing. I guess I really need a small notebook and a pencil with me all the time if I really want to write again. Shall put that in my To Do List. Get a notebook and a pencil for myself as my birthday present. XD This is gonna be an early birthday pressie for me.

Okay, enough crapping. I'm just here to make sure my blog is still alive but I'm dead serious about getting the notebook thing. I should even put one UNDER MY PILLOW. This shall be one of my 2011 New Year Resolution.

Hikikomori

"I'm thinking... I'm thinking... I'm thinking..." a girl muttered.

Yush, the girl is thinking what she had done during her weekends. It had been quite an interesting weekend for her. First, being apartment alone for the weekend. Second, spotted a "smart" cockroach in the living room. Third, the movie marathon she had on Saturday all by herself. Fourth, there is this tiny little worms "invaded" the loo, causing the little girl to constantly checking the floor to see if there's more and wondering where did they came from. Last but not least, having a hikikomori for her Sunday since the afternoon.

While the little girl was enjoying her hikikomori state, she was busy google-ing for images, chatting on MSN and well, the usual, playing facebook games. It ain't a bad activity for someone who is hikikomori-ing. She tried reading Togainu no Chi but failed to pick up the story. Somehow, in the girl's mind, there is no timeline when she read it and didn't really understand the story. Except the part where like Kuro told her, Akira (the main character) keep getting raped by the others. This changed the girl's decision on the cosplay issue.

Yes, the answer is a big no no.

So, while enjoying been in the state of hikikomori, she changed her wallpaper into this.

Italia surrender with the white flag! Apparently, the girl was in the craze and fever of Hetalia Axis Powers. It's a 5 minutes anime. Yesh, a very short anime indeed.

So far the little girl was taking her time and watched until episode 10. The story tells about the history events of countries, and there are Italy, Doitsu (Germany), Japan, England, China, Russia etc during WWII. The countrieds Nice way to tell the history. So who says there's not benefit from watching anime. If they said that, throw this anime at there. XD 

And latest flash news, SJ accidentally read Okane Ga Nai >.< It's a yaoi manga. She spotted the title and it seems interesting so she read it. Without checking the genre >.< 

So kids, what's today's lesson?

ALWAYS CHECK THE GENRE OF THE MANGA BEFORE YOU READ IT   XD

Togainu no Chi

Togainu no Chi - Akira

Out of no where, suddenly the urge to cosplay Togainu no chi pop out. Was surfing the net searching for what to cosplay when sab sab said she wanted to cosplay >.<

Hmm... maybe before I put a chop on this major important big decision, I had better go read the manga first. After all, Kuro did told me the game for this anime is yaoi and I think the manga is yaoi too. I wonder is the anime is tone down or not.

OMG! I just realise, if the anime is that yaoi, and I put a big "YES" stamp on it, it's gonna be my first yaoi cosplay. Oh no... OH NO! this ain't good! NOT GOOD AT ALL! 

But look at the costume, I like it... it's so... FLUFFY~~~   >.<

Think... think... think!!! Think again before you decide! 

Okay, I don't fit the white or grey-ish hair... it makes me looks old. Tried it once, doesn't look good with it. Maybe it's because I never style it nicely when I put it on. There are so many trouble. Number 1 I don't know about the character, yet. Number 2 I didn't play the game. Number 3 (the major one) it's under yaoi category T______T Number 4 I wonder will I look good with that hair! >.<

The anime is going to be release on October, 2010. So, have fun watching it. On one condition, IF YOU ARE A YAOI FANS. >.< Don't ask me what's yaoi... google it please if you want to know more about it. As for me? I will go reconsider whether should I cosplay this or not.

Anyway, a brief introduction about this anime. Togainu no Chi, as Kuro called it, TnC XD I'm still in a lazy mood to write anything this long and I'm just about to start reading the manga so here you go, a copy paste introduction of this anime from NekoPan.net.

After being devastated in the third World War (known as The Third Division), Japan was divided in two. Several years after the end of the war, a crime organization called Vischio has taken control of the destroyed city of Toshima (formerly Tokyo, Japan’s capital city), where they are holding a battle game known as “Igura”. The is main character, a young man named Akira, is falsely accused of a crime. Once arrested, a mysterious woman appears before him, offering him freedom if he agrees to participate in Igura and defeat Igura’s strongest man: the king, or “Il-re”. The story follows Akira’s life in the harsh, lawless Toshima as he fights both to survive and to unravel the mysteries developing around him.

Source from NekoPan.net.

For Fun

Recently I had been quite free so I guess since I'm STILL not in the mood of writing, I had decide to post up something lame that I spotted on SJ's blog.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions . They have to be real ... Nothing made up ! If the person before you had the same first initial , you must use different answers . You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy / girl name question.

What is your name?

May Ling

A four letter word

Moon

A boy's name

Misaki Takahashi

A girl's name

Michelle

An occupation

MOM! (well, it is a form of occupation~ XP ) or maybe Maid?

A colour

Magenta... omg, this is hard

Something you wear

Make up

A Food

Macaroni and cheese~

Something found in the bathroom

Mint flavour toothpaste XD

A place

Mt Kinabalu

A reason for being late

Making poppiah on my bed

Something you shout

Mai Luan La!

A movie title

Marley and Me

Something you drink?

Mocktail

A musical group

Miss A ( no idea who are they)

An animal

Moo Moo Cow

A street name

Macalister Road! omg... why all Malaysia name must have that Jalan in front... =.=

A type of car

Myvi - my beloved car~

The title of a song

Mirotic by DBSK!

The Little Girl

One never fully appreciate it until the time where they no longer have it or at the very least, ALMOST.

There's a little girl, living in a well protected castle. The castle where everything she needed is provided, everything she wanted is fulfilled. Well, not everything but almost everything she wanted is fulfilled. On two conditions, as long as she behave and depends on what she wanted.

However, there is this one thing she wanted but she never gets, was to leave the house and travel around to some foreign soil and experience something new.

As time pass by and the little girl grown up, where she is no longer a little girl but a lady. The unfulfilled dream is finally coming. The little girl always thought she will be doing fine and that her life will be better when its outside the castle but she was wrong.

And so the little girl venture out but soon, she realised, she misses home. A LOT. When she was there, she hardly appreciate it and now she is away, she misses it and kept hoping that the day would come. The day when she is allowed to return home.

While the little girl venture out, the more she realised how lucky she is. That she has everything she needed and still having it while there're people out there who wanted all these but couldn't have it.

Deep down in the little girl's heart, she is very glad that her parents are always by her side, supporting her, giving her the best gift ever, LOVE and HOME.

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PS: If there's any er... grammatical error, please let me know (didn't proof read yet) XD or critics for improvement also are welcome ^^ 

Blackie the pro in maggi mee

After the day trip to Tropicana City Mall again and to Suria KLCC again, I officially salute Blackie for all those ideas of preparing a meal without needed a stove, at all.

I had drop by to say 'Hi' to Kinokuniya again today, but this time, I had told myself, keep the 'conversation' short... and we did! I spend less than 2 hours in the book shop! Hooray!

There is this hunt for bread game when we head off to Tropicana this morning. Mushroom cheese sandwich, then Straberry Cheese tart and Blackie even fished a Portugal tart.

Then there is this wonderful 'Pork Burger'. Marvellous! The portion might look small but trust me, 2 ninjas are enough for you. Blackie, remember to upload the photos of our delicious brunch oh!

Next game would be hunting for hams... and yah, we did found it at the end. The feeling was like a miracle... With no gas and a broken stove, there's no way I can cook much in my new temporary home for 3 months. The sudden thought of ham is already cooked and can eat it cold hits me this morning so yah, that's how the hunting for hams game came in.

Took around 1 hour of lrt, or less than 1 hour, finally we reach KLCC. Blackie said she had never been to there since her dunno what school year, so we decide to pay a visit since it's just above the lrt station.

Walk walk walk, time to go back! So, 30mins of lrt and then... ONE HOUR OF WAITING FOR THE SHUTTLE BUS. OMG, this is so torturing... and I thought the bus would only come at 6pm. But luckily when it hits 5.30pm, it came. Lesson learnt is to wrote down all the schedule for the Tropicana City Mall Shuttle Bus back and fro from Kelana Jaya.

Aha, no worries, I won't let then one hour of bus waiting spoil our day just like that. Preparing dinner was fun. Blackie passed me a new recipe. It seems a bit gross at first when I heard it but when I look at it, it seems ok and when I tasted it, wow... NOT BAD!

Here's how you can survive without a gas and cook a maggi mee:

1. Boil hot water.

2. Wash the instant noodles and pour the hot water on it (in a bowl).

3. Wait for like... I dunno. Until it's soft.

4. Pour out the water.

5. Mix ketchup and chilli sauce with the seasoning thing that came with the instant noodles. Make sure the mix is mixed.

6. EAT IT!

To warm up the hams, just pour the hot water in the bowl with the hams and wait. Then enjoy it with bread and ketchup or chilli sauce.

- The End-

The so call La-La-Land

It's been a while since my last update, don't worry, I'm still alive XD

Kinda drop out from the 'blog-ing' mood until recently. I guess too much of cosmopolitan pushed me back to the blog-ing box XD

So, this article below is not purely 100% my own idea. Why? This is what you get when you had nothing much to do in your first few days of intern except reading magazines, yes, piles and piles of magazines in order to understand more about their style etc.

There you go, a piece of post about relationship and life inspired by the Cosmopolitan International Edition magazine, I can't recall which country it is but should be either UK, US, Australia or South Africa.

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Girls, please take note of this. You don't live in La La Land or Hollywood movie or series where your relationship is like those romance movies or series produced by film makers. That means it won't always be a happy ending like Cinderella story or as tragedy as the typical Korean drama, unless you are very lucky or unlucky, which I pray it won't. It won't be predicted easily also because life is complicated.

Yes, your romance life will be complicated, way more complicated than those drama or movie you watch in the big square or rectangular box with moving images. I'd seen a few girls who always wanted a guy to be something like the guys in movies.

In a real relationship, it's not about the guy having to comfort the girl, always be the typical gentlemen and tolerate the girl. A happy relationship does not consist of the commitment from one side but both, together. It's not just about you all the time so please stop acting like your relationship is just about you. Pay attention to your partner too.

If you think your are not happy with your relationship, instead of just blaming it to the other one, maybe it's time for you to have a look at yourself first, and then start thinking what's wrong with your relationship. When there's a problem in a relationship, there's no black and white in it as there's always something where both are wrong.

So, girls. Keep your high hope about a romantic relationship lower a bit instead of imagine it like La-La-Land romance or Hollywood romance and you might be happy with it. Even if it's just a tiny little stuff that you guys did together, sometimes it doesn't even need to cost much! Isn't that nice? To get happiness without having to pay? That's something FREE!

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Referencing from Cosmopolitan International Edition.

The Letter, For Him

This is The Letter, a letter that I would like to write it for all fathers around the world, or at least, for my beloved father.

I had never have The Courage, the courage to tell my dad that I love him or to give him some advice. Don’t know why, and don’t ask why, because I never know the reason. But for this once, I really feel like telling him, that I love him, as my father, the best dad ever and I’m always here, besides him, no matter when or where, and as a daughter who he can trust and rely on.

There had been so many problems in my family. My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer 5 years ago, and then my grandmother was ill for a period of time. It might not be a big problem to some of you, but for me, it is. Even though my mom survived the ‘war’ but it left a huge impact in our life. Suddenly I realized, I almost lost my mom and my dad? He almost lost his wife. But we got lucky, at least God and Luck was on our side and my mom recovered and so does my grandmother.

Then there’s this other family problem which I cannot say much due to several reason and the most important one, I’m not suppose to find out. Somehow, I understand the reason why I’m not supposed to know but I’m already a young adult. Maybe I’m not really exposed to the real world but at least, share with mom, me and my sisters. Okay, exclude our youngest sister but the rest of us, we are all grown up. Even though we are still young, but there are certain things that you can’t hide from us. So please, let us know, at least we are here to LISTEN, at least mom is here to ADVISE. Then you can decide to pick her advice or not.

Family is born to support and encourage each other. We are always here to share and listen. Even if it’s a serious problem, please don’t bear it all to yourself because I know, it’s not your fault and you don’t have to bear all the responsible just because of some mistake done by the other family member. A real family will understand each other, and ADVISE or even SCOLD the person if he or she doesn’t wake up from his or her mistake.

Daddy,

I just want to let you know, that I will always your little daughter who will bicker with you, and a daughter who is and will always be right next to you, to lend you a hand to rely on whenever there’s a problem, especially a family related problem. At least FIVE brains works better than ONE brain, which equals to less stress and longer life span. I know I don’t have the courage to tell you face to face and the only way I’m comfortable of expressing it is via writing it without giving this letter to you, but I just wish I could have the courage and the right opportunity to tell you, that WE are always here for you.

From your beloved daughter.

Question #1

I'm wondering, what causes Twitter to undergo this problem.

Twitter over capacity... what the H...

I wonder who can post this much until Twitter can suffer over capacity and ended up I'm the one facing this problem and can't even upload a photo.

Any idea?

BOOKZ

24 hours ago, I was 'panic-ing' on running out of nice book to read.

24 hours later, I bought myself a book.

24 seconds later, I realise, I haven't read the 7th book and it's buried somewhere in my cupboard with the other 6 bookz, and now I'm buying the 8th book =.=

But who cares, I'm gonna read it soon. It's my collection. Sooner or later I'll read it anyway, better buy first before pounds goes up. This one cost 10.99 pound! It's like RM70 for last year but it's RM55 for now. BUY FIRST!

When is the next Kane series gonna publish? T__T

I can't wait for that book, please hurry up.

For now, I shall go back to Anthony Horowitz while waiting for Rick Riordan to publish the next Kane series. XD tempted to buy the Maze Bone but there wasn't much info available in the synopsis so I better do some research online before I buy it.

Sigh... I'm already over 20 but I'm still reading books from children intermediate section...

Buy or don't buy

I'm wondering.... should I BUY THIS OR NOT?!

It's damn cute!!! argh!!! JUNJOU!!!

USAGI-SAN!!!!!! KYA~ so cute!!! KAWAII

MISAKI-SAN~~~ hmm... uke is always this cute also XD

suzuki-san!!!!

total: RM150 i think?

Me need some opinions, should I buy this or not? XD

Just a bit of faith

What’s life like? Life is a reality match where there’s always success and failure in every match. If you are the success one, this is what you’ll receive, good work, job well done. But what if… what if you are the failure? What will you get then? Loser, lazy or maybe yah, it’s his karma. Is this all you’ll get? No, not really.

Let’s see, in this case of success and failure, one might face at least one of these four “prizes”. For those who succeeded, you’ll either get the positive prize, which is good work or the negative prize, which is, aiya, he is born genius ma. Everything sure can do one. He got good memory skills ma and so on.

Next would be the failure. Once again, two different prizes. I’d mentioned above, lazy, loser, karma. These are under the negative prizes a failure gets. But if you are lucky, you’ll get a positive prize like, well, you can’t help it, he is not smart, he had work so hard on this already, he had other stuff to do, or maybe they will said the succeeded is too strong for him to compete with and the succeeded will get blame for bullying the weak one.

So, which one are you? For those who succeed with positive prize, congratulation, you had nothing to worry for.

As for those who fall under the category of received negative prize, success or failure. This is something you should take in. Always remember, don’t give a damn on what the other think about you. Have some faith and believe in yourself that you can do it. Even if you are a failure, it doesn’t mean you didn’t work hard right? If you think what those people said about you is right, then you are as dumb as those people who misjudged you.

Last but not least, for those failures that doesn’t deserve to receive the positive prize but yet you got it, you had got to be kidding me. It’s either those people are blind or you are so damn lucky. I’d only got one comment for you; it’s time for you to work harder. Luck will not always be there for you. Thus bear in mind you might receive the positive prize now but later in future, you might not.

After all this long winded story, it’s all just about having a little faith in yourself and believe in what you can do. Just because you fail doesn’t mean you are a failure forever, all you had to do is work harder and show to those people one day that you are not. And even if you success but nobody sees you for who you are, it’s okay. They’ll get it in future and regret for what they had said. All you had to do is believe that they will.

Wake up

Edited by Sabby~ XP

For you, it might be happy-go-lucky. But for me, it’s lackadaisical. Just because it doesn’t belong to you, doesn’t mean you are responsible-free. No, YOU are NOT.

I have been wondering for a long time, when will you get it? That life is not just a game. There’s no such place where you can be so carefree and do whatever you want without expecting any consequences. Provided you are very rich like Bill Gate. The only way you can enjoy this ‘privilege’ is when you are playing a real game. If that’s the case, I won’t even give a damn if you made a huge mistake with that carefree attitude of yours because you can always restart.

I’m not asking you to see the light but it’s time to wake up. Responsibility is not just about money and your own belongings, you are responsible for everything that is in your possession, whether it belongs to you or not. Just because you are in the mood for jokes, it doesn’t mean anyone else is. So, wake up! Start being a responsible person. I’m being extra kind to give you a wakeup call. It’s up to you to take it or leave it.