Sunday, September 19, 2010
Hikikomori
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Togainu no Chi
Togainu no Chi - Akira |
After being devastated in the third World War (known as The Third Division), Japan was divided in two. Several years after the end of the war, a crime organization called Vischio has taken control of the destroyed city of Toshima (formerly Tokyo, Japan’s capital city), where they are holding a battle game known as “Igura”. The is main character, a young man named Akira, is falsely accused of a crime. Once arrested, a mysterious woman appears before him, offering him freedom if he agrees to participate in Igura and defeat Igura’s strongest man: the king, or “Il-re”. The story follows Akira’s life in the harsh, lawless Toshima as he fights both to survive and to unravel the mysteries developing around him.
Friday, September 17, 2010
For Fun
Monday, August 30, 2010
The Little Girl
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Blackie the pro in maggi mee
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
The so call La-La-Land
Monday, July 12, 2010
The Letter, For Him
This is The Letter, a letter that I would like to write it for all fathers around the world, or at least, for my beloved father.
I had never have The Courage, the courage to tell my dad that I love him or to give him some advice. Don’t know why, and don’t ask why, because I never know the reason. But for this once, I really feel like telling him, that I love him, as my father, the best dad ever and I’m always here, besides him, no matter when or where, and as a daughter who he can trust and rely on.
There had been so many problems in my family. My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer 5 years ago, and then my grandmother was ill for a period of time. It might not be a big problem to some of you, but for me, it is. Even though my mom survived the ‘war’ but it left a huge impact in our life. Suddenly I realized, I almost lost my mom and my dad? He almost lost his wife. But we got lucky, at least God and Luck was on our side and my mom recovered and so does my grandmother.
Then there’s this other family problem which I cannot say much due to several reason and the most important one, I’m not suppose to find out. Somehow, I understand the reason why I’m not supposed to know but I’m already a young adult. Maybe I’m not really exposed to the real world but at least, share with mom, me and my sisters. Okay, exclude our youngest sister but the rest of us, we are all grown up. Even though we are still young, but there are certain things that you can’t hide from us. So please, let us know, at least we are here to LISTEN, at least mom is here to ADVISE. Then you can decide to pick her advice or not.
Family is born to support and encourage each other. We are always here to share and listen. Even if it’s a serious problem, please don’t bear it all to yourself because I know, it’s not your fault and you don’t have to bear all the responsible just because of some mistake done by the other family member. A real family will understand each other, and ADVISE or even SCOLD the person if he or she doesn’t wake up from his or her mistake.
Daddy,
I just want to let you know, that I will always your little daughter who will bicker with you, and a daughter who is and will always be right next to you, to lend you a hand to rely on whenever there’s a problem, especially a family related problem. At least FIVE brains works better than ONE brain, which equals to less stress and longer life span. I know I don’t have the courage to tell you face to face and the only way I’m comfortable of expressing it is via writing it without giving this letter to you, but I just wish I could have the courage and the right opportunity to tell you, that WE are always here for you.
From your beloved daughter.
Friday, July 2, 2010
Question #1
Monday, May 24, 2010
BOOKZ
Monday, May 17, 2010
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Just a bit of faith
What’s life like? Life is a reality match where there’s always success and failure in every match. If you are the success one, this is what you’ll receive, good work, job well done. But what if… what if you are the failure? What will you get then? Loser, lazy or maybe yah, it’s his karma. Is this all you’ll get? No, not really.
Let’s see, in this case of success and failure, one might face at least one of these four “prizes”. For those who succeeded, you’ll either get the positive prize, which is good work or the negative prize, which is, aiya, he is born genius ma. Everything sure can do one. He got good memory skills ma and so on.
Next would be the failure. Once again, two different prizes. I’d mentioned above, lazy, loser, karma. These are under the negative prizes a failure gets. But if you are lucky, you’ll get a positive prize like, well, you can’t help it, he is not smart, he had work so hard on this already, he had other stuff to do, or maybe they will said the succeeded is too strong for him to compete with and the succeeded will get blame for bullying the weak one.
So, which one are you? For those who succeed with positive prize, congratulation, you had nothing to worry for.
As for those who fall under the category of received negative prize, success or failure. This is something you should take in. Always remember, don’t give a damn on what the other think about you. Have some faith and believe in yourself that you can do it. Even if you are a failure, it doesn’t mean you didn’t work hard right? If you think what those people said about you is right, then you are as dumb as those people who misjudged you.
Last but not least, for those failures that doesn’t deserve to receive the positive prize but yet you got it, you had got to be kidding me. It’s either those people are blind or you are so damn lucky. I’d only got one comment for you; it’s time for you to work harder. Luck will not always be there for you. Thus bear in mind you might receive the positive prize now but later in future, you might not.
After all this long winded story, it’s all just about having a little faith in yourself and believe in what you can do. Just because you fail doesn’t mean you are a failure forever, all you had to do is work harder and show to those people one day that you are not. And even if you success but nobody sees you for who you are, it’s okay. They’ll get it in future and regret for what they had said. All you had to do is believe that they will.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Wake up
Edited by Sabby~ XP
For you, it might be happy-go-lucky. But for me, it’s lackadaisical. Just because it doesn’t belong to you, doesn’t mean you are responsible-free. No, YOU are NOT.
I have been wondering for a long time, when will you get it? That life is not just a game. There’s no such place where you can be so carefree and do whatever you want without expecting any consequences. Provided you are very rich like Bill Gate. The only way you can enjoy this ‘privilege’ is when you are playing a real game. If that’s the case, I won’t even give a damn if you made a huge mistake with that carefree attitude of yours because you can always restart.
I’m not asking you to see the light but it’s time to wake up. Responsibility is not just about money and your own belongings, you are responsible for everything that is in your possession, whether it belongs to you or not. Just because you are in the mood for jokes, it doesn’t mean anyone else is. So, wake up! Start being a responsible person. I’m being extra kind to give you a wakeup call. It’s up to you to take it or leave it.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Final thoughts
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Torn between two...
Left or right? Up or down? Oh god, I’m torn between two of them. I’d tried to be neutral but still, this is so hard to choose!
There are more than hundreds of them in the same place! Even after several time processing and throw in and add in, I still can’t make the right decision! Can someone help me?! When I’d finally choose one out of two, the third one pop in and that’s it, now I’m torn between the chosen one and the third one.
So, is it that hard to pick the right one? Yes, IT IS! It might be easy for others to say this,” just pick the one you feel the best and the one you like.” Still, it is not easy! I like all of it, and that is around ten in total but I only get to pick four.
So, which should I pick? I had no idea. If only this is like choosing a boy friend, it will be easier. Or at least in this case it’s easier because all I need is one, and I seriously like that ONE I choose. This is like choosing 4 boyfriends instead of 1! ARGH!
In the end, I manage to narrow from ten to five. FIVE! I guess I will need to eliminate another innocent one by the end of tonight again. T__T
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Trip
Friday, April 16, 2010
Something new
“Deceptionist”
I don’t really care what you think about me or who I am, because you don’t really know me. And I’m not as naïve as you think I am. I might be blur and not street smart but I’m still capable of defending myself when time comes. Even if you are IT, I’ll still move on. Yah, you’re right, it’s none of your business, and it’s none of my business as well. So I guess we will just mind our own business and save myself first.
IT happened to me N years ago, but I manage to get away from this situation; the feeling of used and tossed package, the IT. But since then, I realized it will never leave me. No matter where I am. It will always be there. I guess this is what REALITY is. Yah, I’ll just have to bear with it and accept the fact that it happens to me again and grow up from here.
A friend of me actually told me that it happens to me when I’m in high school and from that time onwards, I’m aware of its existence. It is true, and I’m very thankful to the friend who told me about it. And thank to her, I’m more aware of IT these days and able to twist it a bit. Yup, it’s a bit. For now, a bit is enough for me. It might seem to be a bit for you but for a girl who is a noob at this, it is a big step up, and it’s a lot to me.
So, once again, it is back. But I’m going to stay strong and just bear with it. It’s going to end soon and soon it is. I hope. Even if it doesn’t, who cares? It’s their problem, not mine. I’m happy with my life even though this bothers me sometimes but I’m glad I had the friends who told me about it. As long as I move on, there is nothing to worry about. Yah, I’m going to move on. From here, I’ll move on, and found who are the one who will tell me and the one who are IT.
The more I care, the more I worry about you guys, the more IT happens. The more I try to fit in with you guys, the more the burden it is, the more IT happens. I still prefer being myself and just try my very best to be myself and work hard on my own. Even if it’s going to be alone, I know I’m not. I’ll always have those who will told me about IT and those who sincerely cares about me and I’m happy to just have them, even if it’s just less than ten.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
MH DONE~ (late post) XP
Uploaded some of the photos taken during our filming with Sabine, Kevin, Bee Hui, Shmay, Hafiz and Blondie. Did I miss out anyone? Yah, Arial, the little girl in our video!
Here are some photos:
Monday, March 29, 2010
薄桜鬼 新選組奇譚
原来的期待
怀满信心的开始
却在开始的一半
被你毁了
一直期待的新学期
就在那杀哪间消失
不翼而飞
没了你的这几天
一天又一天的
被偶无所事事的度过
路途虽然不远
也只不过是个几天
但却因为孤单
怎么跑也追不上
就这样一直倒流
越流越远
唯有它停止的那瞬间
才能在这遥远的路途
抓稳你的存在
挽回原来的期待
sigh... Epic failure... practice practice! >.<